BOOK 1 Song 6: So The Dragon Rises (Again In Time) – Schuster / Torr 2021

Whoever awakens, my slumber,

Will now forever, be destroyed …

Whoever takes away, my wonder,

Will forever regret, their words …

This will end in, no good bend,

For the better, for the other man,

As I rise up to, thwart all treason,

Against my life, soul, and season …

So the Dragon rises, inside of me,

Dragon rises, rekindling dreams,

Dragon rises, none stand in, way,

Dragon, in me, rises, this very, day …

Deny I any other, the right to mercy,

Deny I any last, monster grace for free,

Deny I every cast, encounter easy pass,

For now I’m past, all pathos, for peace,

So the Dragon rises, inside of me,

Dragon rises, rekindling dreams,

Dragon rises, none stand in, way,

Dragon, in me, rises, this very, day …

Ninety-Nine Young

Take a check, a turn of divining,
In the middle, of this old mess,
In the space, between the lines,
Where races run, out of breath.

Stop and stare, at yourself now,
In the mirror, amidst this new hell,
And let out a sigh, of self-doubt.
Let every last, worry drain down.

Check your years, past and cast,
Out to the end, long planned act,
Denouement into darkness, relief,
Solace, in what remains to seek.

Ninety-nine years, a drop of rain,
A sign-post at, crossing of change.
A wisp of wisdom, all it ever takes,
To remember, revisit yourself again.

The Pyramids Of Pride

Pointing up, to a night sky,
A canopy, of twinkling stars,
The mystery, of the pyramids,
Remains, so unsolved tonight.

Annointing history, in mystery,
Enticing us, to cast back rays,
Of thought upon, where we came,
From, sands of time’s old grains.

Lines drawn, in the aftermaths,
Of civilizations seeded, before,
Sketch out, cosmic processions,
As we etch our names, in today.

The pyramids of pride, rise up,
In every millenia, of evolution,
As humankind achieves, its apex,
Again and again, in time’s tides.

The Myth Of Legends

The Myth Of Legends – Wade/Torr

You may think, there’s no right, or wrong,

There’s no God or Grave, there’s no song.

You may wish, to list it all, as a feather,

On a gust of wind, in the fall, of forever.

You may choose to challenge, eternal chains,

To change what chance, may bring to claims,

To go against the grain, wherever it grows,

Wherever, the course of day, forever flows.

But life catches up, all fishers of fable,

As the fissures, of reality, disassemble,

The fabric of morality, and myths of time,

Casting them unto, blue seas, so sublime.

So stand your ground, at the far precipice,

As you wish, for your agency, is your gift,

But be forewarned, the future is forsaken,

To those who dismiss, the mantle of Maker.

Come Home

 

Follow Your Crows Home To Roost (Torr/MacD)

So somewhere, in the middle of life,
You begin then, to remember the light,
When you first so, entered the world,
And set flight upon, ley lines alive.

Sometime then, in the mix of it all,
You return to, your center’s resolve,
You remind yourself, of an old calling,
Following your crows home, by the fall.

Come home to roost, when you feel down.
We will be there for you, have no doubt.
Together, we will settle, into the night,
Resurrecting, as one, a will for flight.

Follow your crows home, to roost son,
To flock together, as a family, as one,
To talk of tales, of your daily, runs,
Until the bell, of nightfall, is rung.

Come home to roost, when you feel down.
We will be there for you, have no doubt.
Together, we will settle, into the night,
Resurrecting, as one, a will for flight.

Footprints On The Water

Footprints On The Water

None are saved, sparing, a saviour,
No one finds, salvation, all alone,
No one mind, can tend to, end times,
Unless there, comes one, so divined,

Done are days, of hollow, splendor,
Done are ways, of following, first,
We are now, set in waves, of wonder,
Where we will go, from here in turn,

Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Cross that tide, take that, stride,
Onto the, other side, of paradise,
Where there, must be more, to life …

Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Footprints, on the water, walk on,

Once we wake, we will be, hereafter,
Once lay claim, to love, is all matter,
All that must come, will become, undone,
Once we jump, the gun on, sunup’s return.

Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Cross that tide, take that, stride,
Onto the, other side, of paradise,
Where there, must be more, to life …

Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Footprints, on the water, walk on,
Footprints, on the water, walk on,

Torr / SandyT

Surf Punk

Surf Punk (Torr/Jacques)

Waves washing, over me,
No matter how, high now,
Sun never sets, on seas,
Surfboards, in the clouds,

Back to fun, all at once,
Back to, one more dance,
Back to, one more chance,
To make life, live again,

Surf punk, drunk on sun,
Slam dunk, whatever comes,
Under the, influence of,
Breakers, on the run …

Beach bum, forever on,
To each his, own drum,
To each his, own love,
To each his, own song,

Girls come, and they go,
Beers brew, in undertow,
Be free, no matter all,
That may flee, or recall,

Surf punk, drunk on sun,
Slam dunk, whatever comes,
Under the, influence of,
Breakers, on the run …

Surf Punk

 

Surf Punk (Torr/Jacques)

Waves washing, over me,
No matter how, high now,
Sun never sets, on seas,
Surfboards, in the clouds,

Back to fun, all at once,
Back to, one more dance,
Back to, one more chance,
To make life, live again,

Surf punk, drunk on sun,
Slam dunk, whatever comes,
Under the, influence of,
Breakers, on the run …

Beach bum, forever on,
To each his, own drum,
To each his, own love,
To each his, own song,

Girls come, and they go,
Beers brew, in undertow,
Be free, no matter all,
That may flee, or recall,

Surf punk, drunk on sun,
Slam dunk, whatever comes,
Under the, influence of,
Breakers, on the run …

Warrior

warrior, this war is yours
to win, one way or another
warrior, this time is yours
to rewind, the hand and hour
warrior … warrior …
warrior … … …

into battle you cry, up to the sky
every last breath, willing to die
every little death, lighting a fire
inside, rising again, all the higher

warrior, this war is yours
to win, one way or another
warrior, this time is yours
to rewind, the hand and hour
warrior … warrior …
warrior … … …

Torr/ Schuster / Ray Amir

Tecumseh

 

Tecumseh By Ian Rring

Born under meteor showers, in 1768,
He was raised witness to, imperial ways,
And many horrors, from an early age,
So soon Tecumseh, had a war to wage.

But he was truly, a peaceful man inside,
Never tolerating, torture in his prisons,
And he tried endlessly, to compromise,
With Henry Harrison’s, Governorship.

So save us soon, Tecumseh,
For we all need you now,
Come back and lead us out,
From under darkened clouds.
Come back soon, Tecumseh.
Come back soon, Tecumseh.

Known as Crouching Panther, or shooting star,
He had a plan in mind, for an Indian Clan accord,
And he traveled four years, calling for unity afar,
Saying sticks were stronger, when tied together,

And he believed that, Native Americans,
Were all children of, the same parents,
And all owned the land, in common,
So selling it individually, was invalid.

And everytime he prepared, to speak aloud,
Crowds swiftly grew soft, in profound silence,
As if the Old Indian Spirit, Waashaa Monetoo,
Was communicating to them, through him now.

And when Big Warrior’s doubt, was plain,
That the Great Monetoo had sent, Tecumseh,
The Chief stamped his foot, and fell a town,
Just to prove his mission, was preordained.

But despite being, a great Orator,
And reluctantly donning, the mantle of warrior,
He couldn’t overcome, his dissenters,
Or his Prophet brother, disobeying his orders.

Then Harrison took, Tippencanoe,
And Tenskwatawa, lost favour, too,
By falsely prophesizing, immunity,
Against the advance of the enemy.

And in the end, Tecumseh died defending Canada,
Alongside the fleeing British, against Americans,
Who outnumbered them down, to the final ends,
And outgunned them against, every last, tribal plan.

And Tecumseh said ….

So live your life, that the fear of death, can never enter your heart.
Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their views, and
Demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life,
Beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and
Its purpose in the service of your people.
Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide.
Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend,
Even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and
Bow to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the food and
For the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks,
The fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and nothing,
For abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision.
When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts
Are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes
They weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again
In a different way. Sing your death song and die like a hero going home.

By Tecumseh & Ian Rring

Spring Hollow

Spring Hollow (Demo 1.0) – @[567895544:2048:Marcel Gelinas]

“There used to be a wishing well,
downstream from London, Ontario,
Where a local legend once fabled,
that your dreams could be unveiled,

“But goblins lurked in gurgling brooks,
and loved misinterpreting our requests,
For words were purposefully mistook,
for us wanting opposite what we’d asked,

“Spring Hollow …!
Our valley’s lost its wishing well …
But a spirit remains, in the falling rain …
So when it storms, we’ll pray …
Paradise be reborn again someday …
So when it storms we’ll pray …
Paradise be reborn again someday …

“See, with just one lonely wish to burn,
just one last sip from your crystal lip,
I’d want the wind to turn a new birth,
and nature once more restored to earth …

“So please don’t misunderstand me now,
I only want the best for us all somehow
For there’s no gardens without humanity
yet we need the air as much as anything …

We Were Where We Were

We Were Where We Were

Hold fast for nothing is new
Some just cast a shadow or two
But nothing ever passes unensued
As all become forever renewed

Low roll the dice all along
Slowly unfolding life’s long song
Some never see how history repeats
For it always seems so revealing …

But we were … Where we were …
Where we were ….
For where there’s fire …
There’s sure to be burns …
And we change … Just to remain …
Living by the same old reigns …
More at home with the rain …
Where we were … We were …
Where we were …
We were … Where we were
Where we were …

No we’ll never change our ways
We’re too lost in our grains
At a loss for words to explain
Why we always end up the same …

So we stumble on into these days
We never fail to fumble with Fate
New or old ever we wake up erased
For Dawn keeps forever reframing ..

Your Next Like

We’ve really lost it now
We’ve come full circle
Broken every vow
So long to impossible

You’ve really done it now
Little did you know it then
But the time to be opening up
You spent dreaming online

Only As Good As Your Next Like
Only As Good As Your Next Like

Only As Good As Your Next Like
Only As Good As Your Next Like

We needn’t be so cold
We’ve come to know
Every nuance of life
Every up and down alike

All we’ve got is time
To set it straight tonight
No need for egos inside
Signs we’ve lost our sight

Only As Good As Your Next Like (Repeated)

Never let your soul ebb
To the black hole of the net
The only true joy in life is
Meeting up in person …

We are social creatures
Longing for life together
Dying to lose each other
Praying for our futures

Only as good as …

Pull the cord
Go outdoors more
Throw the net
Overboard

Be sure to follow
the word
never insist
on assurances

throw it up
one last time
don’t give up
on divining

you are human
to the heart
no room for
the dying arts …

Jack Frost Cometh

Behind the curtain
the curfew calls
willing us to settle in
for the cold

no no one ever
did kneel so bold
as to crawl their way
forever home

sign in to the afterlife
if you must
but dust comes to what
we give up

such is life if you live it
to stay in it
never any secret key
to the moments

more going on than we know
more to these timeless old souls
more to those who do lose control
just to grab a hold of the world
more to the pattern
than all coincidence
more to what matters
being heaven sent
ending up in liberty
do we all succeed
never was there anything
but to be free
more going on than we know
more going on than we know
more to these timeless old souls
more going on than we know

some will say it’s hopeless
so some cry
some fly on before their time
but why

because we seek
for better minds on high
lying down is one of
the better ways to die

so there’s more going on than we know
but some sense enough of our love to show
they run up our last miles stll smiling down
once in awhile content to hold humble crowns

more going on than we know
more to these timeless old souls
more to those who do lose control
just to grab a hold of the world
more to the pattern
than all coincidence
more to what matters
being heaven sent
ending up in liberty
do we all succeed
never was there anything
but to be free
more going on than we know
more going on than we know
more to these timeless old souls
more going on than we know

it matters not what
it all means in the end
my friend we’ve been through this
time and time again

with some elbow grease
or hearts up your sleeve
seeds do show everybody knows
it’s all a dream

more to the point
why not just rock this joint
just as we break down
we break out the poem

there’s another realm of reason
side to this coin
encourage no redemption
short of enjoyment

Bonfire (2005)

The flames were licking my face

as I gazed over the human race

every trace of humanity was gone

and all the rights worsened the wrongs

Bonfire you’ve gone higher

than we ever expected

here burning down

there churning up

and when you’re done with us

will there be any left of it?

I tried to place these visions I had seen

into perspective with our earlier dreams

But everything blurred into obscurity

as the future turned into history

Different From Morn To Dusk

 

Different (From Morn to Dusk)
[Rev. 2, ’13-’16]

So you said … That I didn’t seem …
Like I had even changed … At all …
But I ain’t never … Been the same …
Since the second that … You called …

Last time that … We talked so long …
You were rolling … Ten feet tall …
While I was lower … Than below …
Inside the belly … Of that old fall …

So I swear I’m … Different today …
From morning into … The dusk … …
Everyday is just … A throw away …
Before we do turn … Into dust …

So see here … By my own vow …
I know now … For so sure how …
I’m not that … Former one found …
You knew once … Before now …

But whoever is … Willing to say …
I may never … Sow my change …
By my very self .. On any day…
Gives me every reason to erase …

Different from …
Morning to dusk …
I’m different from
Morn to dusk …

Different from …
Morning to dusk …
I’m different from
Morn to dusk …

But time is so wild … Fleeting for fools …
Blind to what wiles … A second is due …
Who would go … So ignore these rules …
When games do play … Their choosers?

The world is now … So wild underfoot …
It’s amazing how … You remembered me …
But I am someone that .. You never met
Same skin yet … Less those old regrets …

See here … By my own vow …
I know now … For sure how …
I’m not that … Former person …
That you knew … Before once…

But who’s ever … Now to say …
That I may not … So change …
By myself .. On this very day…
All the more … Less the pain …

Different from …
Morning to dusk …
I’m different from
Morn to dusk …

Different from …
Morning to dusk …
I’m different from
Morn to dusk …

So don’t underestimate … Life …
How time twists it … In hindsight …
I’ve lived a hundred odd … Lives
Since we were .. An item in time …

No don’t ever … Lose those stakes …
Leaving someone … At those gates …
For the rest of these … Mortal races …
You’ll ascend in them … By awakening …

See here … By my own vow …
I know now … For sure how …
I’m not that former person found …
That you knew … Before once…

But who’s ever … Now to say …
That I may not … So change …
By myself .. On this very day…
All the more … Less the pain …

Different from …
Morning to dusk …
I’m different from
Morn to dusk …

Different from …
Morning to dusk …
I’m different from
Morn to dusk …

Our Love Is Evergreen

 

So listen not to forecasts, of a dark winter.

For is it not more to fashion, brighter dawn?

Don your bravest mettle, for this big battle,

Will so test us all in, our very will to live on.

Hate is not a foil, to those of evil destruction.

Love is not a loss, under every threat of end.

But what is most abundant, in our true hearts,

Is the strength to carry on, right from the start.

And how we do that, is by now returning to it,

Rewinding to a time, when our wicks were lit,

Before the fire went out, before the bad doubt,

Before the deadening, of mighty mission now.

Otherwise, there is no point in even moving on.

Only the righteous of spirit, will so hang on in.

Only the ones who do it, for a higher holy hand,

Will be those left standing, strongly undaunted.

For our love is evergreen, even on coldest peak.

Our will to live pure, falters not now for peace.

Our stillness is a testament, to our old resolve,

As we stand hand-in-hand, forever so absolved.

Your Younger Years

Looking back now, does it still seem like you?

Does that person from the past, still ring true?

Or are we just living in a, simulation universe,

Where our memories are but, simple verses?

Looking forward, is it all a fog of possibilities?

Does anything turn out, how thought it to be?

Or are we living in a daydream, on high seas,

Forever adrift, on meaningless tide of dreams?

Looking inward, can you find that seed anew?

Can you remember, who you wanted to be now?

Will you decide, to double back down on it all?

And return to your former self, before the fall?

Looking outward, are the people just figments?

Is everything you ever experienced, just a dream?

Is it all taking place inside, of your mind alone?

Is it time to revise, what we know of as home?

Your younger years, may have never really been.

Your latter years, are just a feather on the wind.

Your only matter to deal with today, is at hand,

For the vanes of reality, ever shift with the sands.

Streets of Ease (Heaven For Hire)

 

There was once a day, not very long ago,

When one was free then to come and go,

When times were still tough, but yet still.

We were still all human enough, to know,

That things would always, soon get better,

Before year’s end, a bend, and we’d jettison,

On to the next letter, of life’s long alphabet.

But best laid plans, have now changed bets.

Today the way is paved long, with red flags,

With pitfalls and prejudices, on toward all,

That were designed, by evil, devious intent,

To undermine the humanity, in grace’s fall.

Now what the future holds, is just up to us,

It is the people’s decree, to seek out justice,

Not the will of those, who would hide out,

No power to the pulpit, of shadow’s doubt.

So be brave in your resolve and patience all,

For the angels of our ancestors, are on call,

Ready to rally and resist, against darkness,

As the world awakens, to a new dawn next,

And then one morning, in the near distance,

A drumbeat will herald, in the Sun’s rebirth,

As we reunite with one heart, to rise together,

And rout the rejects of God, to ends of Earth.

Streets of ease, we have every reason to release.

Every season, of this life, is precious in the least,

Every need, every desire, every heart so on fire:

We but lack the higher order, of a Heaven for hire.

Meet Me In The Middle

 

We may fiddle, with the riddle,

We may dabble, in the babble,

We may bumble, under rubble,

We may stumble, over trouble,

We may hedge, our best bets,

We may short, our last jests,

We may sabotage, every cost,

We may labor over, every loss,

We may circumvent, bad ends,

We may learn to vent, to friends,

We may turn cheek, to keep peace,

We may learn to be, in one league,

We may turn and stand, we may bend,

We may burn or repent, or so defend,

We may rise above, we may fall so low,

We may tie it down, in the undertow …

We may wonder more on how to sound,

We may summon something new now,

We may remember we are of one seed,

We may return to whom we all will be …

We may not see eye-to-eye, in the lies,

We may not hold hand-in-hand in time,

But what we can do is keep faith in line,

One day will come unity to the climb …

So meet me in the middle for our own sake,

We need some healing on both sides today,

The past is gone and the future never was,

All that belongs to us now is everlasting us.

A Familiar Stranger

You come into focus, then I remember you,

Even though we never met, never had a clue,

We would one day cross, one day catch up too,

One day reminiscing on, what we never knew …

Look into my eyes, you will see someone true,

Someone who came before, reminding you of,

Something so universal, about how we all love,

How we all want to be at peace, with all above …

Then we part our ways, and you reflect back on,

The synchronicity seeming, to be at play with us,

Because we are all one, we are all from one well,

Perpetually rising up from, the depths of ourselves …

We Were Where We Were

Hold fast for nothing is new

Some just cast a shadow or two

But nothing ever passes unensued

As all become forever renewed

Low roll the dice all along

Slowly unfolding life’s long song

Some never see how history repeats

For it always seems so revealing …

But we were … Where we were …

Where we were ….

For where there’s fire …

There’s sure to be burns …

And we change … Just to remain …

Living by the same old reigns …

More at home with the rain …

Where we were … We were …

Where we were …

We were … Where we were

Where we were …

No we’ll never change our ways

We’re too lost in our grains

At a loss for words to explain

Why we always end up the same …

So we stumble on into these days

We never fail to fumble with Fate

New or old ever we wake up erased

For Dawn keeps forever reframing …

Your Chance Is Now

You may lose your way, in the middle of all the madness,

You may find someday, it all came at the cost of sadness,

You may judge yourself, you may judge everybody else,

But the day you die, you will learn it was all a lie, unless,

You come to grips with the reality, reason has no rhyme,

You shrug off the hardships to learn, to live is to realize,

What is good and what is pure is, what is sure to thrive,

But what is wrong and wrought with ire, will undermine.

Everything that you ever thought, was so true growing up,

Everything that you ever so caught, in a brimming full cup:

Even if you trick yourself, into believing, this is all there is,

You will wind up delivered, into kneeling, before the crypt.

It is time for all to live up, to the challenge of remembrance.

There is space for everybody, to find, that place in the past,

Long before you were born, when we, were all of one kind,

When then was now, and tomorrow shouldered, every brow.

Eternal friends will never be forgotten, in the onslaught of it.

Determined are we who forsake fear, for the wick staying lit.

Earthly are our brethren who beckon us, to abandon all loss.

Divine is every angel, who seconds every call, to rise on aloft.

Wicked are those who summon, their inner foes to trip you up,

But ticking are their hearts to the beat, of the beasts of bad luck,

For those that fall, will one day recall, where the track truly led,

And everyone, who just once repents, will sing the song undead.

So try to forget your animal instincts, in the fray of the surreal,

When all seems lost, and all is at stake, in any season so unreal,

For the time is now, and the chance is then, to make up with fate,

As we fall in line, with the dance of destiny’s date, so deliberate.

Ashes Over Ipperwash

Open your eyes child, you have yet to walk,

You have yet to see, you have yet now to talk,

You have yet to dream, upon clouds beyond,

You have yet to live, for life awaits us along …

Now there is nothing, but freedom to sing,

Nothing, but a world, to explore everything,

Nothing, but a chance, to do your own thing,

Nothing, but a gift, a dance upon a string …

And in the middle, there is a beat, a big bend,

A quiet, in the eye of the storm, of reflection,

As well as a casting forward, toward the end,

To tell the future, while remembering before …

But all things wind on, toward oblivion in time,

As the sunset of our lives, flickers on the rise.

And so be it we must follow, the order of life …

First we fly, then we fold, back into the light.

So close your lids then, little one grown old,

Time to fly back, to whence you so unfolded,

Back to before birth, when once in time did,

The future you, the past you, stand reunited …

Ashes over Ipperwash, wash us of our sins …

We all come up clean, ever end up undone.

In the earthly churn, the worldly whirlwind,

Inevitably all will bend back down into One …

Turn Fear Upside Down

 

If ever you were too tired to walk it off,

If ever you were too wired to worry not,

If ever you dragged your feet in failure,

If ever your ragged edges frayed further,

Whether or not you ever got a chance then,

Whether or not you ever lost every friend,

Whether you fell or whether you fired off,

Whether you were foiled or so torn to dust,

Loved are the ones who choose to try more,

Fortunate are the sons, who strive so forlorn,

For those who once withered, will soon soar,

Those who once weathered, will soon score,

Every time there comes a valley, so hills rise,

Every time there comes a wall, open new skies,

Every time there seems no help at all, in sight,

Those are the times there arises, a new flight,

Every day that you think, the edges draw nigh,

Every hour that you surmise, an end runs on by,

Every minute that you alight, from courage now,

Those are the moments to turn fear, upside down.

Sphinx (2007-2020)

Sphinx (2007-2020)

It seems like … Yesterday …

You said, you’d … Seen the Sphinx …

And ever, since … You’ve never …

Been … … The … … Same … … …

 

But I will, always, call to you …

You will, always hear, your name …

Every day, you come, to life …

Will be, every chance, you take …

 

Oooo … … Didn’t You, Didn’t You …

Lose Yourself, In Those Lion’s, Sublime Eyes … .. …?

Annhilation, Of … The, Soul …

Destruction … Of … The … Mind …

 

And now you, now you, cast about …

In old, hieroglyphics, looking blindly …

For a, solution to … the world …

And all its … Corrupted goods …

 

Oooo … … Didn’t You, Didn’t You …

Lose Yourself, In Those Lion’s, Sublime Eyes … .. …?

Annhilation, Of … The, Soul …

Destruction … Of … The … Mind …

 

(Spoken Word Bridge)

“Past the river,

I came across a stone cat of prey,

With eyes so penetrating,

I grew greatly afraid,

 

“And then my mind went blank,

and I forgot my very own name,

Let alone the point in being, doing

—or staying the same,

 

“And I began to tremble,

shedding the skin of former identities,

To see newness in nothing at all,

except newer ones’ older endings,

 

“And I realized we’ve been enslaved,

by a twisted motive’s evil tendrils,

Stupidly duped into cosmic coups,

by our maker’s flogging flails.

 

“So I stumbled about the desert,

deaf and dumb, in time’s song,

Sent on a high arc,

toward spiritual annihilation,

 

“And I was blinded down,

by a noon sun’s swords,

Feeling around for a foot-hold,

in life’s pyramid to climb over,

 

“And when I reached the peak,

my vision returned to me,

And I could see for eternity,

in every direction of the dream,

 

“And I wondered,

‘How had I come to be here even,

And what day was it

–of what century or dimension?’

 

“And then I walked across the dunes,

with a dark heart on my shoulder,

And my heavy head lost in my hands,

and my story lost in its overture,

 

“And I was alone and in trouble,

returning to a vulnerable underworld,

Shakily making last stands

between walls more wondrous born.

 

“And reaching out for hope anywhere,

trying to remember who I was,

Before the world went down,

and the universe lost its importance,

 

“My better days only began to grow

more distantly difficult to resolve,

Until untying knots proved more tenuous,

than just cutting them out,

 

“And then the world went black,

and I woke up in a hospital bed,

With a young nurse beaming over me,

visibly breathless,

 

“And I tried to move my hands,

but my body was paralyzed,

Except for my eyes,

to witness life taken for granted,

 

“And soon it dawned on me,

and began sinking in deeply,

That while my mind had

finally been freed from me,

 

“I’d wiped the slate clean,

at a cost too expensive to keep,

Or the coldest conscience

could ever sensibly decree.

 

(Chorus Outro)

Oooo … … Didn’t You, Didn’t You …

Lose Yourself, In Those Lion’s, Sublime Eyes … .. …

Annhilation, Of … The, Soul …

Destruction … Of … The … Mind …

Moving Forward

There is, always …
Some, light …
At the crest …
Of the highway …

There is always …
Some, sign …
When it’s high time …
To slide sideways …

There is, always …
Some drive, inside …
To do, what’s right …
When, falls night …

There is, always …
Some, secret life…
That lives, to fight …
For, what’s right …

And I, believe … … …
All, will, be, made, good …
All, will, be, kept, tight …
In, due, time, in sun-shine …

And I, believe … … …
All, will, be, made, true …
Despite, what’s, new …
Despite, old, blues …

So stand up, for yourself …
Seek not, someone, else …
Leave this, world, like you …
Would have, chosen, to do …

If you were, in charge, of this …
Existence, what would you, pick …?
What, would, you, choose, to do …?
In reality, with, nothing, to lose …?

In command, of that, final beam …
In control, of that, ultimate, dream …
Inside, the mind, of your, own, needs …
Never, forgetting, those, old, creeds …?

Right is, wrong, when we, conspire …
To lose, our way, along, those wires …
Why must we, so, stray, from ways …?
We used to be, so full, of change …

I now, declare, that I no, longer, care …
To be, the victim, of my own, wares …
To be, the criminal, against, my fares …
To be, the treasonous, one, who dares …

I now, resolve to be, the one, who solves …
To be, that one who, delivers, to oneself …
What which, has been, so long, on, the shelf …
What which, has been, so long, out, on call …

I now, refuse to see, what I used to, build to be …
What I used, to construct: Walls around, us all …
What I used, to destroy: Now uplift, I to clouds …
I and those, whom I love, now will, all, rebuff …

We refuse, all those years, of pain, and loss …
We reject, all those times, never, living, up …
We resent, all those, ages, we, fell, so short …
We resign, to being, of a kind, moving forward …

Narcissistic Sister

Circa 2005
Narcissistic Sister
Tortured fashionista, from the deep end of the mirror your wardrobe, it wore you outuntil you were barely thereyour fortunes, hanging from your shoulderswill be hand-me-down’s somedayit’s so important, to rememberwe dress up to drown down the painwe are all so very vain
Narcissistic sister, strung out by her loose threadsliving on that catwalk’s causing her to lose friendssleepless nights spent spellbound by her reflectionshe’s so obsessed with her cosmopolitan acceptance we’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chicks live in vogue above the riff-raffwe’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chicks live in vogue above the riff-raff
why can’t you just be happy with your health without needing to look like something else now to feel well or forget about what others think of your sense of style for long enough just to tell them yourself with a smile
narcissistic sister, strung out by her loose threadsliving on that catwalk’s causing her to lose friendssleepless nights spent spellbound by her reflectionshe’s so obsessed with her cosmopolitan acceptance we’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chicks live in vogue above the riff-raffwe’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chicks live in vogue above the riff-raff
what’s with all that high-heeled bang of glitter and blingfabric sewn together so strong by spider-web strings trying on your new favourite designer-name skins andbatting your woolly eyes when told just how to fit in
narcissistic sister, strung out by her loose threadsliving on that catwalk’s causing her to lose friendssleepless nights spent spellbound by her reflectionshe’s so obsessed with her cosmopolitan acceptance we’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chicks live in vogue above the riff-raffwe’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chicks live in vogue above the riff-raff
tortured fashionista, from the deep end of the mirror your wardrobe, it wore you outuntil you were barely thereyour fortunes, hanging from your shoulderswill be hand-me-down’s somedayit’s so important, to rememberwe dress up to drown down the painwe dress up to drown down the pain
narcissistic sister, strung out by her loose threadsliving on that catwalk’s causing her to lose friendssleepless nights spent spellbound by her reflectionshe’s so obsessed with her cosmopolitan acceptance we’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chics live in vogue above the riff-raffwe’ll never meet the real her againstitch zombie chics live in vogue above the riff-raff.

Yesterday Was Just A Stage

So beside, the basic fact that, we fell in love, with old winter,

Inside of doors, we were now, and forevermore, so unsure …

Sure seems, like it’s all, planned until, falling, into reverse,

First we fly, but then we crawl, over our walls, now in turn …

In terms, of what is true or not, it matters all, what we do want,

For why we burn, for another’s urn, is sure to turn out, earned …

But when we stall, for our worth, we work it out, with the hurt,

With the hurdles, come the callings, failings, twisting, to work …

Words and bells, and wishing wells, will ring out loud, unburden,

Their own shells, into the fields, under the stars, into the universe …

Certain signs, will come and find, you startled by, all winking eyes,

Sizing up, every crossroads now, you will begin to finish, your life …

With every step, new beginning, fresh rejoinder, to darkened chorus,

Best we hurdle, into the night, than watch the lights, go out tonight,

Tired and weary, are those without bearing, without meaning, daring,

Without caring, we fall away, from the beating heart, of our purpose …

Because, Everything Being Equal … We might as well all be free …

Yesterday was just a stage, every day, is a new chance, to redeem …

Everything, Being Equal … We might as well all, fly for the fence …

We might as well, go down, with fists held high, for common sense …

Everything Being Equal … We might as well all be free …

Yesterday, just a stage, every days, a chance, to redeem …

Yesterday, just a stage, every day, a chance, to redeem …

Yesterday, just a stage, every day a chance … to redeem …

Always Someone

There’s Always Someone Right Here

Salvation is the sovereign reign

of someone in a fallen refrain

refining what it’s like now to lay

down for the values you do save

Settle in on one vision intended

Set your sights on one sin united

Just to be ourselves for now on all

For it’s been so long since the fall …

Yes There’s Always Someone, Right Over Here …

A Third Man standing down, now on an old pier …

A Second Sun planning on, soon so appearing …

As we endear ourselves, to all farflung fears …

Tear down the stars, despite your tears

Hear your own faults, with steely ears

Here is your fault line, here is the year

With so far to fall yet, forever unclear …

Why it matters, is why it comes, to tatters

These patterns, are past proof, of all fetters

For we refuse, to leave these nooses, behind

Forever unwinding, these lines, of the blind …

Yes There’s Always Someone, Right Over Here …

A Third Man standing down, now on an old pier …

A Second Sun planning on, soon so appearing …

As we endear ourselves, to all farflung fears …

Lost It To The Wind (Forever Lasting)

So we got it again, we got that same old plan,
A bend in the wind, a mending for the damned,
Damn we wish it wasn’t so, yet we go it alone,
No it wasn’t fate we hit that date to the bone …

Bow down to the Maker, or maybe you will later,
Or maybe someday, we’ll need less of the fakers,
Fate or folly, fall what may along please, no refrain,
These old days, were made up of such needless pain …

One Day I Lost It … To The Wind … … … One day afraid, One Day I Costed Out … All I Had At Last … Come to pass … Contemplate what you have lately, is it ever going to last?
Long as we have hope, hold on to all you know, everlasting …

So. Everlasting … Forever Lasting … Let Go Of Fear, Now … Let It Go … Let Your True Self, Know … What you lack is, less than, you know … What you love is, more than you, could ever truly show, we know … We Love You .. We second, your best … Better believe, now … Confess …

Everlasting … Forever Lasting … Let Go Of Fear … Now … Let It Go … Everlasting … Forever Lasting … Let Go Of Fear … Now … Let It Go … Forever … Lasting … Forever Lasting … Let Go Of Fear … Let It Go … Everlasting … Forever Lasting … Everlasting … Forever Lasting …

Nascent Greatness

Deep inside the hidden hallways, of your fine mind I see a sign … That what you were and who you are, will go by the way side … As a new self emerges we all spread our wings, up to the sky … Side with Hell if you go against, your will for you are the light …

You are the light … We live our lives with one thing in mind … What we want and what we wanted, may change by tonight …
To be redeemed means letting go of, what you might not like … If you could tell the difference between then, now and alive …

Nascent Greatness … Resides inside all of us now … Yet we digress … What we already knew … Never needed to be reminded of us anew … What was that everybody’s born … To become more than as formed … As we follow the future into destiny … Everything turns over Lord …

Nascent … Greatness … Resides in all of us now … Yet we digress … What we already knew … Never needed to be reminded of us anew … Nascent … Greatness … Resides inside all of us now … Never digress … Inside all of us now … Remains A Greatness … Nascent Greatness …

All we long for … Is a little lesson to lead us to straighten out … All we call after … Are those second guesses about fate now … All we stall for … All we stutter to sound off on … Is a crown … One final foray … Into the darkness with old torches ablaze …

Nascent Greatness … Resides inside all of us now … Yet we digress … What we already knew … Never needed to be reminded of us anew … What was that everybody’s born … To become more than as formed … As we follow the future into destiny … Everything turns over Lord …

Nascent … Greatness … Resides in all of us now … Yet we digress … What we already knew … Never needed to be reminded of us anew … Nascent … Greatness … Resides inside all of us now … Never digress … Inside all of us now … Remains A Greatness … Nascent Greatness …

When The Healing Begins

So it’s been another long ass time
Since you did take these old signs
For what they really now do so say
For where they now lead you today

Hope you find some peace of mind
Hope you time it all well tonight
Hope a light shines on now in kind
Showing you the safe way home alive

So When The … Healing Begins … Learn to so let go …
Learn to allow yourself the space to regain and regrow …
Let those hardships fade so fast you follow the flow …
Falling out of habit with bad patterns that you hold …

So When The … Healing Begins … Learn to so let go …
Learn to allow yourself the space to regain and regrow …
When The Healing Begins … When The Healing Begins …
When The Healing Begins … So you follow the flow …

Buckle down for another storm now of revival
Suck it up for that hurt now to so unravel
Level with yourself about our reality all
For laughing matters not anytime we do fall …

Down those centuries we all came to threads …
Down a lifetime endless days have their ends …
If you do unwind take heart for cards do tend …
To turn before the next dawn now and again …

So When The … Healing Begins … Learn to so let go …
Learn to allow yourself the space to regain and regrow …
Let those hardships fade so fast you follow the flow …
Falling out of habit with bad patterns that you hold …

So When The … Healing Begins … Learn to so let go …
Learn to allow yourself the space to regain and regrow …
When The Healing Begins … When The Healing Begins …
When The Healing Begins … So you follow the flow …
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Before The Past Flew By (Into These Nights)

So Always Run … Into That Winter Wind …

Make your break for it, before you win …

Make your day for this, just to rewind …

Before the past flew by, into these nights …

Christmas Lights line these streets tonight

Joy and chaos come together for one time

Lord above and Devil below, mending hope

Holy Thou and Hateful All, ending old lows …

So Always Run … Into That Winter Wind …

Make your break for it, before you win …

Make your day for this, just to rewind …

Before the past flew by, into these nights …

So what? So we’ve got different views about alot

So what, we’ve lost that old sense of another’s lot

So much for early dreams, old worlds been between

Bending toward tomorrow on waves of due scope …

So long tomorrow, hello to the future’s next of kin

Kindle lost and sparks gone off, some fires do go dim

Some aspirations never get past those old gates of sin

Yet when we forgive sinners, forgive ourselves again …

So Always Run … Into That Winter Wind …

Make your break for it, before you win …

Make your day for this, just to rewind …

Before the past flew by, into these nights …

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Sweetly Back To You (Into Your Wheelhouse)

Once you were low, so low, you found yourself, high,

So high, you were floating, upon the clouds, of time,

Sometimes, we are all loathing, to change, our ways,

But tonight, we must betray, our fears, for our frays …

Come swinging, into night, with fists of fire, hot white,

With might, for right in light, of life over loss, of sight,

Since we were born, we were made, for only, one eye,

Landing, on lines, along those for which, early we’d die …

Into your wheelhouse, love comes inside, your heart,

Being so pleased, to be with, one of a kind, in cards,

Larger than life, were we today, tomorrow, the stars,

Starting out life, with humility, made, our skin hard …

Inside Of Your …. Wheelhouse … Inside Of Your …. Heart …

You’re A True Work Of Art … You were made for hardship …

Inside of your world again … Troubles will spin … Anew

New beginnings sing so sweetly … Back to arresting truth …

Once more around on the hallowed ground we pound down,

Digging in our feet in dance upon this dirt beneath us so deep,

So true to who we were used to being, begone now all demons,

Banish all those banshees that would have us return our dreams …

Won with time, we will win over, the divine, we will so now define,

What it means to refuse, to release grip, on for what we stood in kind,

For what we all, have to call, in common, is one cause, honest karma,

Not something for what, one can ever wish, but for what, sets alarms …

Into your wheelhouse, love comes inside, your heart,

Being so pleased, to be with, one of a kind, in cards,

Larger than life, were we today, tomorrow, the stars,

Starting out life, with humility, made, our skin hard …

Inside Of Your …. Wheelhouse … Inside Of Your …. Heart …

You’re A True Work Of Art … You were made for hardship …

Inside of your world again … Troubles will spin … Anew

New beginnings sing so sweetly … Back to arresting truth …

Inside your wheelhouse … Inside your heart …

You’re a true work of art … Made for hardship

Inside your world again … Troubles spin anew …

New beginnings sing sweetly back to the truth …

Reflections On A Pond

Now in the reverse we were so certain
But today it’s come to us so very clear
That what wanted was never so sure
To be given to us on our own terms …

Ten years later and we’re more jaded
More liberated yet less able to debate
What we’ve ended up with does make
No amends for those days we delayed …

Dead men walking were we forever talking then
Forever deciding which way to bend down next
Forever putting off what we knew was the cost
Today never waits for those who love to get lost

Reflections On A Pond … All Come Into Focus Now …
Forever reeling were we before our fall into eternity
Back then seemed to last forever, took us long to kneel
Now we enjoy the brevity, knowing time is far from real …

Reflections On A Pond … All Come Into Focus Now …
Deflections don’t last long … In the face of forever …
Detection of a higher power … Soon finds us out …
Just when it seems it’s all over … So dies all doubt …

Reflections On A Pond … Come Into Focus Now …
Come Into Focus Now … Into Focus Now …
Reflections On A Pond … Come Into Focus Now …
Come Into Focus Now … Into Focus Now …

Then at the end of life we might just right
What wrongs we put down along the way
The point in practice is yesterday matters
So start now all reprisal of better patterns …

The Mainstream Is Dead

So ever been involved in that old … Swirling circus?

You know damn well how it, all turns out, for us …

What we come to find is worth, its burns, in kind

Is kindle for karma, for us who kill our lies, tonight …

Like it or not, we get what we cost out, in all doubt

When we count every pro and con, to our love now

When we come to grips, with our old rips, in all trust

When we signal, every last call now, for sunset after all …

So The Mainstream Is Dead … The Mainstream is dead …

If you came here to live … Time now to claim your thread …

The last throes of those old villains will soon fade into red …

As we reclaim our right to remain inside heaven to the end …

The Mainstream Is Dead … When The Mainstream Is Dead …

We reclaim our right to remain … Inside heaven to the end …

When The Mainstream Is Dead … The Mainstream Is dead

We reclaim our right to remain … Inside heaven to the end …

Every word on the wind, every odd utterance in sin

Is that the good finally won out, mainstream dead

Mainly we were seeking, some redemption in this

What we found, more than that, as everyone wins …

So The Mainstream Is Dead … The Mainstream is dead …

If you came here to live … Time now to claim your thread …

The last throes of those old villains will soon fade into red …

As we reclaim our right to remain inside heaven to the end …

The Mainstream Is Dead … When The Mainstream Is Dead …

We reclaim our right to remain … Inside heaven to the end …

When The Mainstream Is Dead … The Mainstream Is dead

We reclaim our right to remain … Inside heaven to the end …

Supermoon Over St. Peter’s (Long Time Old Friend)

If there ever were a better night now to so repent

If ever there were a letter to light up these bends

Better not to dwell on the parts that portend hell

When the shell is the shock the core is tomorrow …

Lessons are all lined up, take a ticket to get in step,

Tested are the mettle ones who settle not for a rest

Righteous are the unsettled ones who tell to confess

How it goes when fallen foes realize a lack of best …

Super Moon Over St. Peter’s … Caught out so conspicous,

So bright in the background, off-stage yet taking center now,

Allowed to not be outdone, nearly a century since seen at all,

Long time old friend, since Earth and you met, let’s be friends …

You might not be sacred, you might not be free of sin,

You might not be scared, yet you might fear in the din,

When the world is so loud, you cannot hear yourself,

You might just once swing low into a hollow night …

Super Moon Over St. Peter’s … Caught out so conspicous,

So bright in the background, off-stage yet taking center now,

Allowed to not be outdone, nearly a century since seen at all,

Long time old friend, since Earth and you met, let’s be friends …

When The World Jigs We Jag (Soon So Undone)

splintered sunriseSo this much is true, who you knew, you were, is now gone,

Who you thought, you would become, was soon lost along,

Who you trusted, to be the one, to rise, fell fast away from,

That old secret, to this puzzle, key to this maze, to remain …

But this much is true, that much is yet a golden hue, you know,

You were true, when you took those bumps, in eternal renewal,

Review all, your patterns past, you will see, what comes to last,

Is what we stand for, when all is lost, all is come, soon so undone …

For When The World Jigs … We Jag …

We make the changes, so long chasing …

We hit those marks, play those old cards,

Carving out new ways today, to the stars …

But then a sudden shift, under your feet, reminds you, you believe,

The world is a dancefloor, and we are those who need some more

Joy and music, in the heart of the useless times, in the darkest night,

In the divides, where we go astray tonight, just sit tight, it’ll be alright …

For When The World Jigs … We Jag …

We make the changes, so long chasing …

We hit those marks, play those old cards,

Carving out new ways today, to the stars …

Bellwether Blues

So get up, hit the alarm off, knock a coffee down Get out, get two feet underneath you, on out about, You’re off on a cloud, of thought when the sun, rises … You’re not going to let, another take you down, lightly …
Heavy is the bell of the whether, for followers of a flock For fight or flight kept us in sight of that old familiar lot Of being not aware of the very reasons we do what we do For down and out fall all who dare to dwell upon the rules …
Bellwether Blues … Whether we want, we all come to lose The use in trying when nothing fails … To come to loose ends When nothing trails but the aftermath … Under the influence Of rapidfire returns down in the wetworks of Bellether Blues …

All Rivers Return (Season For A Comeback)

So you might feel it’s a bit lacking, that old comeback attack

That wholesome old feeling, that all will come to task at last

That low lying leaning toward things, finally falling forward

For what we think comes true, what comes due, we all knew …

And you might tinker with your troubles, lingering in doubt

You might sink a line or two, just looking to catch another out

Just trying to see what will bite, when wishes seem distant tonight

Light one up for lovers in drought, dying of thirst for wet clouds …

But All Rivers Return … Every Season Comes Back …

Everything we once knew … To be so true will renew …

We will not have been … Proven wrong in the end when ..

Our instincts come to prove … What we all really knew …

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return …

Every Season Comes Back … We all knew …

Instincts come to prove … What we all knew …

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return …

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return

Instincts come to prove … What we all knew …

All Rivers Return … All Rivers Return …

More Of The Light Due (For Every Messy Remedy)

Sometimes life spins, swirling around until, we all nearly drown,

For dearly found, are all miracles now, that we never, wore down,

But most fall, short of where, they ever dreamed, they would be

By the time that fate, came calling late, to that old door, eternity …

Dormant lie, the wishes of a, stalwart few who, never lost a light

Torn up are all the, best laid plans, apart from just, keeping on by

Torn down are all those, old paradigms, about living life, on high

For during the times, of final challenges now, survivors, low fly …

We all wish for a new round now, a new turn in the world over and out,

A new eclipse of the times and tunes unto, other universes out of the blue,

In verses by volleys we stream one concious collective to be sure of our cues

For every version of right there is another that lets in more of the light due …

For every, messy, remedy … There will be another, new day now to pray

There will be another, new way to trade in, yesterday for all, better rays

There will be a fresh sun, saving us from, that long lost, darkness today

There will be a final place, to make amends, to make new friends, to say …

We all wish for a new round now, a new turn in the world over and out,

A new eclipse of the times and tunes unto, other universes out of the blue,

In verses by volleys we stream one concious collective to be sure of our cues

For every version of right there is another that lets in more of the light due …

One Second To Midnight

Let’s tell it straight to the heart of the arrow,

Where we all play it patiently to the last bow,

The last sling, the last slight, the last bitter row,

We row ourselves home everytime we so grow …

Seagrass and sarsaparilla seem so sweet to some …

Lemon juice and snake oil sliders go well alone …

Lustful felonies and fallen remedies all tangle on,

Those old fallacies about one being better than none …

Nothing have we ever wanted was always what was best,

Nothing have we ever sought for was ever really tested,

We just jumped, we just ran, we just did what one can,

To make the mark, to play their part, for that final dance …

For that final reckoning before the last sundown of a life

For that early second guessing about whether we did right

Whether we were brave whether we’d be considered again

To visit this Earth in this skin with this heart under this spin …

At One Second To Midnight … We’ll make it right … We will win …

Before those final gates come crashing down, riding out of town …

Escaping those fateful places where the last of us will lose our dust …

Drunk on those thought of getting free of these old useless dreams …

One Second to Midnight … We’ll make it right … We will dream …

One Second to Midnight … By that old moonlight … Rekindled again …
Reignited … Reunited … With our former selves … Prior to the fires …

Prior to the times we waned … When it seemed better to lose this lane …

One Second to Midnight … By that old moonlit … Rekindled again …

Reignited … Reunited … With our former selves … Prior to the fires …

Prior to the times we waned … When it seemed better to lose this lane …

When it seemed better to lose this lane … To lose this lane … This lane …

One Second to Midnight … One Second to Midnight … One Second

Oh One Second … One Second to Midnight … to Midnight … to Midnight

to Midnight … to Midnight … to Mid- … night …

to Midnight … to Midnight … to Mid- … night …